Call It Night

Pillows thrown out, bed sheet on stain,
Wet minds and sweat from his bed,
Sweet caress, moans with her breath,
Raindrops falls while she gives him a head.

Waking up in a wet dream,
Alone in an empty sheet,
Can't sleep again while the night's off,
Needs to wind up from all that shit!

This night she goes wherever she wants
Her rouge covers this fragile weak flower
She wants to be attractive as she can
As she finds a man who will be her lover.

Dance in the crowd with freedom,
Show them what's behind those tears,
Her sparkling eyes attracts his
While she smiles falsely to cover her fears.

He said good words for her to smile
And felt his gentle touch on her skin.
It feels so great but why is she confused?
It's cold outdoors but it's hot within.

He grabbed her hand, walked out the door
Under the pouring rain, he kissed her lips,
She wants to break free, she won't protest
As she clung at his neck, he hugged her hips.

Just right there, hopes no one sees,
Under her soaking clothes is smooth and clean
He found a girl with a broken smile,
Made some love that can't be seen.

At that moment he broke her into two
Planted a seed will soon to be free
He left her alone while crying aches
She thought her love will grow up like a tree.

That Dream

Last night, I had a dream,
With your face covered with black,
Your voice in realm,
Your heart was locked.

I stepped closer to reach your hand,
But I can't move, my feet were stuck,
If I pull harder I could break my all,
But for you I'll try everything, wish me luck.

Chains released you, I saw your smile,
But dark hole appeared and you were sucked,
I kept crying, knowing you're gone,
Then, just beneath me you're released, untucked.

Darkness fades, as green fields start to glow,
You wear sleeves with tie, and brownies slack,
I saw your face, the moment I felt was love,
But I woke up startled, and looked at the clock.

[made for a friend :D]

Special's Poem

I want to be unique
But I don't want to be weird
I need not much attention
But not too much to be feared.

I want to stare on anybody's eyes
And smile at them every time
But they're avoiding eye contact
Like I did something like a crime.

My hand moves on its own
As my heart shouts what it feels
My brain has overflowing words
As my body itself slowly kills.

I'm afraid to lose everyone
And I'm having a hard time finding new
A friend who will be with me forever
And cheer me up when I feel blue.

Just like how the sun shines
Every morning up the sky
You can't stare at it too long
Can't reach for it to fly.

It seeks for attention
That's why it's getting hot
Yet you feel so scared
And wished that it is not.

I'm the sun which can be so hot
I'm the lonely moon up above
I'm not as normal as you are
But I also  need some love.

I wonder why I did a poem
Something I don't usually do
After a burst of emotion
It's this poetry to all of you.

Left

Whenever I look at the moon

It smiles brighter just like you

And the dark sky surrounds the view

While my tears won't stop falling for you.

My teary eyes can't see

What's hiding under my knee

Falling from a nightmare I can't defy

While sadness kills me in a bad slow spree.

If writing this poem

Would leave me smiling

I'll write and read it each day

Even my heart feels suffocating.

How can I ever be happy

If you left me too early

Pending every dreams we made

Dragging everything down to your cemetery.

Crying Moon

Who ever cared when the moon cries?

Who ever thought it has its eyes?

Who ever realized it needs help?

Who ever loved the moon itself?

The moon is always alone,

It makes itself happy on its own.

Alone to reflect the sunlight,

To prove its love at a great dark night.

But the moon never gets tired of asking,

Why does it feel so empty and sobbing?

Why does it need to be the only one?

And why not share its life with that someone?

Never tired of asking why was it alone,

Hearing no voice nor single tone? 

Or does its lonely life really exist?

Is it a dream or nightmare it can't resist?

The moon is lonely, it's home alone,

To prove that the moon is not alone,

Astronauts joined it, in its faraway space,

Then, when is the time someone'll fill my space.

Yes, the moon gets lonely sometimes,

Do anyone realizes this plenty of times?

That there is only one moon we got,

There is only one me, where my life is at.

I Fell Badly

I just stared in your mysterious eyes,
Now I can't say any sad goodbyes,
Because your eyes are as cold as ice,
To make it glow is the greatest prize.

I just imagined your cutest smile,
And if memories can be compiled,
I want to see it once more, again,
Then I'll be guessing what's hiding behind.

I just held your trembling hand,
To prove our eternal bond,
Holding you will be my life,
Releasing you will be my knife.

I just heard your lovely voice,
I felt intense and much rejoice,
After you said my name so gently,
No one thought me to jump happily.

I just fell badly... in love,
I know it's a message from above,
Where the signs came from a dove,
Loving an angel, I'll give everything I have.

Tatlong Uri ng Tahanan

Wala pa'ng aking kapanganakan,

Ni hindi pa nga nahahalikan,

Ako'y mahal na't inalagaan,

Dito ako no'n panandalian.

Dito ako'y `di pinabayaan,

Bago niluwal sa'ming tirahan,

Ang tawag dito'y sinapupunan,

Ito ang aking unang tahanan.

Pagmulat nitong aking paningin,

Paligid ay `pinakita sa'kin,

`Tong mundong ipinahiram sa'tin,

Paglaki ko'y aking inaangkin.

Kagandaha'y 'di ko maisoli,

Mga puno't halama'y sobrang panghi,

Dahil sa'king bastusang pag-ihi,

Sa pangalawang tahana'y mali.

Dahil dito, `di ko na mawari,

Kung `ko'y Kanya pang papapasukin,

Sa pinto ng kwartong pinaputi,

Para sa tapat N'yang panauhin.

Sana ang aking pangatlong tahana'y

Langit at mga mabuti'y kahanay,

Ayoko ng impyernong maapoy,

Puro pagsisisi ang panaghoy.

Bahay, pamilya at sarili lang,

Wari nati'y itong tahanan lang,

Dito natin ayusin ang lahat,

Kung pagmamahal ay `di pa sapat.

Ang sarili'y ituwid ang lakad.

Sa'ting kapwa tayo'y magpatawad.

Sa kalikasan, `tama ang asal.

Sa Diyos, taimtim na magdasal.

Marami tayong aalagaan,

Upang buo nating mahawakan,

Ang tatlong tahanang inilaan,

Para sa'tin mula kalangitan.

~

Ang tulang ito ay opisyal na lahok sa Saranggola Blog Awards 5.

ay inilunsad sa pakikipagtulungan ng

Her

I wanna see her smile,

I wanna see her laugh,

I wanna see her face,

I wanna see her now.

I wanna kiss her lips,

I wanna stare in her eyes,

I wanna brush her hair,

I wanna see her now.

I wanna hold her hand,

I wanna poke her toes,

I wanna pinch her cheeks,

I wanna see her now.

I want her emotions,

I want her actions,

I want her attention,

I want her now.

I wanna express my heart,

I wanna cry out loud,

I wanna tear myself,

All I want is her right now.

Miyu

Let me tell you something about Miyu.
It is a cute girl's name by few,
Also a moment of love that flew,
The time exactly when I met you.

Miyu means happiness to me.
It's the glow in my eyes you see.
It's the smile in my lips I make,
It's the reason everytime I wake.

Miyu completes my life,
To protect it is something I strife,
Even if it doesn't mean any sense,
I can't compare Miyu to anything else.

Miyu is a person too,
You may not know who,
But they're in a pair of two,
Now, I'll say it no need for clue.

Miyu stands for me and you,
Me and you sticks like glue,
Me and you in dark and blue,
Me and you forever, yes it's true!

You Are My Poem

Written by pen, you're born in this world,
Modeled by love, you've been this old,
Stared by many, you're a beautiful art,
Read by me, you reached my heart.

You are my poem that tickles my chest,
You are the words that inspire me best,
You are the rhymes that I admire the most,
You are the reason I'm writing this clause.

Your actions are likely simile,
But your smile is much hyperbole,
Just your word can complete my day,
Without you I may die and lay.

I made plenty similar poems,
But I can't describe you using them,
Verbs may do but not exactly that is you,
No word can say how much I love you.

Let me express my love for you,
Like how I dedicate this poem to you,
I'll justify these words I say,
Just be with me day by day.

Like a poem I memorized as I read,
Stuck in my heart and in my head.
The only poem that I may heed,
A unique poem that I'll fall in love with.

I Need To Be With You

"I have something to say..."

I did not expect you to be here,

Somehow you suddenly appear,

Saying words I don't wanna hear,

Please be with me for plenty more years.

"I'm breaking up with you..."

Without your love, my life's worthless.

In a closed room I'm a clear glass,

Brittle, fragile, plain and quite small,

Will easily break with someone tall.

"I think I fell out of love..."

Push me hard so I'll fall this high,

Or I'll jump and pretend to fly.

I badly need to be with you,

Even dying, I'll proudly do.

"Don't say those non-sense!"

Scrape me with seven diamonds,

Empty my blood just in seconds.

If dying for you will feel the same,

As I felt love when I'm insane.

"Stop! You're just hurting yourself!"

If you need life in your wallet,

I will shoot in with a bullet,

Shatter my heart into pieces,

It'll spread rains of loves and kisses.

"You can't change my mind anymore..."

Please be with me or I'll hate this life,

Stab my body using these knives!

Do what you want, take my breath away,

But before I close my eyes, will you stay?

"Goodbye... Just die!"

You saw me slice my wrist,

Held the knife tight in my fist,

But you let me bleed my life away,

I thought this is an effective way.

"I didn't really care for you..."

No matter how I hurt myself,

You didn't care as I kill myself.

I felt the pain within and out,

You still left me with a broken heart.

Pitong Simbahan

Kung pitong simbahan lang ang kailangan,

Upang ika'y akin ng mahawakan,

Pupuntahan ko ng walang alangan,

Kung ito lamang ang tanging paraan.

Ang pitong simbahan ba ay sapat na,

Upang `pagdasal na makasama ka?

Sabihin sa iyo ng buong puso,

Mga panalangin ko sa simbahang 'to.

Mahal na mahal kita aking Ama,

Patawad sa aking mga nagawa,

Kasalanang gawa dito sa lupa,

Nawa'y maiwan `pag ako'y wala na.

Gusto kong mapalapit sa'yo oh D'yos,

Maging kaibigan mo `gang pagtatapos,

Kahit ako dito'y naghihikaos,

Puso ko'y sa iyo hanggang maubos.

Kulang man sa'min ang pitong simbahan,

Milyon-milyon kaming nangangailangan,

Alam ko, kami'y Inyong ginagabayan,

'Di nagsasawa na kami'y biyayaan.

Salamat sa lahat ng pagpapala,

'Di sayang ang Visita Iglesia,

Dahil Inyo akong naririnig,

Kahit pipi ang aking bibig.

Para Sa'yo Sinta: Kamatayan!

Ngayong gabi gaganapin,

'Di ko na alam ang gagawin,

JS Prom na pinakahihintay,

Aking isusuot heto na't hinihimay.

Ngunit may isa pa akong hinihintay,

Ikaw sinta na hingin aking kamay,

Para sunduin sa 'ting masayang gabi,

Bakit wala ka pa, 'di ka naman dating huli?

May balita akong natanggap,

Nahuli ka raw, may iba kang kayakap.

Gusto sana kitang makausap,

Pero pangbungad mo sa'kin ay irap.

Ipinagmalaki mong siya ang iyong palad!

May letrato pa na kayo'y hubo't hubad.

Video ng inyong ligaya,

Tinutok mo sa aking mga mata.

Sa lakas ng loob mo, ako'y nanggigil!

Luha ko'y tumulo pati uhog 'di mapigil!

Sobrang sakit sa puso gusto kitang singilin,

Sabay bunot ng patalim buhay mo, aking kikitilin.

Sa 'king panyo aking itinago,

Itong matulis na regalo.

Sa gate pa lamang ako'y pinaghinalaan,

Isang estranghero, 'di oras ko siyang ginilitan.

Sa gitna, masaya pa kayong nagsasayaw,

Sulitin niyo dahil mamaya ikaw ang hihiyaw.

Sa pinto ng banyo kita hihintayin,

Para walang makakita kung pa'no kita patayin.

Sa 'king hita nagsimula ang panganib,

Heto ka ngayon, hawak ang aking dibdib,

Ika'y hinila ko habang magkalapat ating labi,

Isa ka ng tanga dahil sa sobra mong kati.

Sa'yo ako'y nagpaubaya,

Para kamay mo'y aking makuha.

Gamit ang bra ko, ika'y itinali,

Nagagawa mo pa ngayong ngumiti?

Sa harap mo ako'y lumuhod,

Hinimas mabuti at hinimod,

Tapos ay hiniwa ko ito ng buo,

Paano ka sisigaw, panty ko ang 'yong subo-subo?

Masakit kaya ang malaslas?

Subukan lang natin ng konting gasgas.

Eh ang maputulan ang dila?

Masakit ba? Sumagot ka!

Taksil ang iuukit sa katawan mong mahapdi,

Mula sa iyong tiyan, doon ang letrang T,

Mamaya naman para sa malandi,

Letrang L sa dibdib niyang maputi.

Ako naman ang ngingiti,

Pagtapos ng underscore sa huli,

May tuldok pala ang letrang I,

Sige! Sumigaw lang ng aray!

Napakagandang tanawin,

Amoy dugo, bumabalot sa hangin,

Mga laman loob niyong nakahain,

Para sa daga, eksaktong pagkain.

Bago ko tuldukan ang buhay niyo,

May itatanong lang ako,

Masarap ba ang iyong naranasan?

Puwes, para sa'yo sinta, kamatayan!

Dapat Tama

Ang tanong sino ang may kakayahan at makakapagsabi,
Kung alin ang totoong puso sa hindi,
Hindi lahat nakapag-aral at nakakaintindi,
Nauuto sa salita at natatakot sa baril!

Ilang beses nangako't ilang beses napako,
Ba't `di natin subukan tumulong at umako,
Sa bigat na matagal na nating pasan,
`Pag tayo'y nagsama-sama lahat malalampasan.

Lahat ay nakakatulong, pero sino'ng hindi makasarili,
Sino ang `di nilalaro ang iba at nilalansi?
Sino ang inspirado sa lahat ng nangyayari?
Sino ang nanloloko at sino ang hindi?

Dapat ba matalino pero tiwali o
Mapagkakatiwalaan pero bobo?
Puso ba niya'y maglilingkod ng buo,
Baka naman sikat lang siya at napakagwapo.


Hindi lang dapat ito basta narinig,
Na parang naligo ka lamang ng tubig,
Dapat isapuso at intindihin,
Dapat tama, dapat busisiin.


Mahal ba nila ang bayan gaya ni Gloc?
Baka may nakatago sa bulsa ng kanilang slack?
Sino ang may pagmamahal sa kapwa Pilipino?
Sino ang may lakas loob, itama ang dating napako!

Kasama ka sa pagbabagong muli,
`Di lang naman dudumi ang iyong daliri,
O pipila sa masikip na presinto,
 Dahil ikaw ay makapangyarihan kapag kumibo.

Go or Not

pouring raindrops stop me from walking,

waves of cold wind leaves me shivering,

lightning strikes my eyes making me blind,

and thunder shouts somewhere I can't find.

i'm really confused if I'll go or not,

releasing my sorrow tied in a knot,

like a dog barking wanting to escape,

soon will make me wild and a scary ape.

finally, I have decided what should I do,

pulling my coat right now, I need to be with you.

wipe up your tears and anger you want to set free,

I can't let you cry, if the unrighteous one is me.

Feather on your Wing

just fly up high i'll be with you,

up the sky high i'll stay with you.

i can be a quill soaked in pee,

when separated in your body.

i am one that keeps you on top,

helps you complete your non-sense flap,

drop me now, i will drag you down,

rain will fall to forget that clown.

i'm just one of hundred feathers,

that supports you through cold weathers,

don't forget we grew together,

yes we are the greatest partners.

`cause i'm a feather on your wing,

then, without me you'll stop flying,

leaving me is like dying dream,

falling down while everyone scream.

even if i'm just a feather,

by your side we will go farther,

by your side i will always be,

i love when you value persons like me.

Your Mountain

What can I do for  a person like you?

You won't cry like how rain falls unto me.

I can protect you from storms, tidal waves,

I can shelter you through trees and caves.

I am here staring at your every smile,

I see you even you're in distant mile,

Even I can't move, I'll watch over you,

Feel my caress, my care for you is true

Even if white clouds cover your brown eyes,

Still you would feel my heart where our love lies,

I won't move by your side, hold in my vow,

I will hold your hand, forever from now.

Every moment as sweet as toblerone,

As you reach my peak, you deserve your throne.

Allow me to be your highest mountain,

I'll shower you love more than a fountain.

Pagkakamali

Pakiramdam ko'y merong sa aki'y nakatingin,

Napalingon ako't nagulat sa'king napansin,

Ika'y nakangiti, galing sa malayong bitwin,

'Di inasahang, ika'y magpapakita sa'kin.

"Ano'ng ginagawa mo rito?"

Matapos kitang masaktan ika'y naririto,

Ang lungkot sa mata mo'y pilit mong tinatago,

Parang dinudurog pa ang tunaw ko ng puso,

'Di inaasahang, ako pala'y iiwan mo.

"Hindi mo na ba ako mahal?"

Ngunit ang iyong pagkawala'y aking pagtamlay,

Ang pagmamahal ko sa iyo'y hindi nahimlay,

Tanging pakiusap ko'y magbalik sa'king buhay,

Iparamdam sa'king muli ang init mong taglay.

"Huwag kang lalapit!"

Mahal kita! Sigaw ng nag-iisa kong puso.

Iwan mo na siya kundi tatalon ako rito!

Araw-araw minamahal, kahit kasal ka na,

Mahalin mo ko ngayon, bukas at sa bukas pa!

"`Yun lang naman ang gusto ko eh. Bakit hindi mo magawa?"

Kasabay ng pagtulo ng ating mga luha,

Pakiramdam ko ako'y nasa alapaap na,

Bago ko maramdaman ang pagbagsak sa lupa,

Boses mo, aking narinig ngunit huli ka na.

"Mahal pa rin kita..."

Discreet Whisper

As the questionnaire touches my old rusty desk,

My world and my brain starts searching for every sect.

When everyone can't stop stealing and panicing,

There's this unidentified voice I am hearing.

These quite strong words, pushes my faith and inspires me,

Aside from lessons I learned from my family,

The influence of discreet voice touching my ear,

Trying to cast a trusted spell then, I should hear.

When I confuse myself, close to loosing my way,

The voice guided me as I hear what it might say.

I believe this isn't called cheating but a calling;

A calling worth listening, much worth caressing.

As I pass my answers away from this table,

I explore to thank for the whisperer's novel,

Discreet whisper dragged me before I was rotten,

Created great ending on how it was written.

Friends Forevermore

Walking alone doesn't mean I got no friend,

But walking lonely really needs to end.

Encumbrance in my heart I need to confess,

That I have sinned and created this mess.

Staring at nowhere doesn't mean I'm alone,

Something's bothering me in our friend zone,

Our friendship is at sake but's lost in my mind,

A mistake that is done and I can't rewind.

I miss the old times, and your smile, and your jokes,

The way you react everytime I poke,

It hurts when reality says, "those were last"

Knowing that could be a part of my past.

I'm still looking forward whatever maybe,

You know how important you are to me,

Hoping to be friends as we were before,

Praying we'll be friends forevermore.