Special's Poem

I want to be unique
But I don't want to be weird
I need not much attention
But not too much to be feared.

I want to stare on anybody's eyes
And smile at them every time
But they're avoiding eye contact
Like I did something like a crime.

My hand moves on its own
As my heart shouts what it feels
My brain has overflowing words
As my body itself slowly kills.

I'm afraid to lose everyone
And I'm having a hard time finding new
A friend who will be with me forever
And cheer me up when I feel blue.

Just like how the sun shines
Every morning up the sky
You can't stare at it too long
Can't reach for it to fly.

It seeks for attention
That's why it's getting hot
Yet you feel so scared
And wished that it is not.

I'm the sun which can be so hot
I'm the lonely moon up above
I'm not as normal as you are
But I also  need some love.

I wonder why I did a poem
Something I don't usually do
After a burst of emotion
It's this poetry to all of you.

Left

Whenever I look at the moon

It smiles brighter just like you

And the dark sky surrounds the view

While my tears won't stop falling for you.

My teary eyes can't see

What's hiding under my knee

Falling from a nightmare I can't defy

While sadness kills me in a bad slow spree.

If writing this poem

Would leave me smiling

I'll write and read it each day

Even my heart feels suffocating.

How can I ever be happy

If you left me too early

Pending every dreams we made

Dragging everything down to your cemetery.

Past Episode

Before and after reading a horror story, you should pray and ask for His guidance.

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"Mommy! Tignan mo 'to." sabay ipinakita ni Alice ang isang manika, it's a Minnie Mouse stuff toy to be specific. Naistretch pa ng limang taon na bata ang kanyang mga kamay para lang ipakita sa kanyang nanay ang napakagandang manika para sa kanya. Mukhang bago ito at walang kasira-sira, parang regalo talaga ito sa kanya. "Binigay sa akin no'ng matandang babae na `yun oh." Sabay nguso sa isang direksyon. Napakacute tuloy niyang tignan habang nakapout ang kanyang nguso.

"Honey, don't talk to strangers! Saka ang panget panget naman ng manikang `yan, gusgusin na saka tagpi-tagpi na. Ayokong iuuwi mo `yan! Maliwanag?!" sermon ng kanyang ina. Hindi maipaliwanag ni Alice ang sinabi ng ina. Napakaganda naman ng manika, mukhang bago pa nga ito eh pero bakit ang sinabi niya ay gusgusin na ang manika? Maaari kayang siya lang ang nakakakitang malinis ito?

Crying Moon

Who ever cared when the moon cries?

Who ever thought it has its eyes?

Who ever realized it needs help?

Who ever loved the moon itself?

The moon is always alone,

It makes itself happy on its own.

Alone to reflect the sunlight,

To prove its love at a great dark night.

But the moon never gets tired of asking,

Why does it feel so empty and sobbing?

Why does it need to be the only one?

And why not share its life with that someone?

Never tired of asking why was it alone,

Hearing no voice nor single tone? 

Or does its lonely life really exist?

Is it a dream or nightmare it can't resist?

The moon is lonely, it's home alone,

To prove that the moon is not alone,

Astronauts joined it, in its faraway space,

Then, when is the time someone'll fill my space.

Yes, the moon gets lonely sometimes,

Do anyone realizes this plenty of times?

That there is only one moon we got,

There is only one me, where my life is at.

Noong Bata Ako Book 2 Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Naririnig ko si nanay na nagsasalita. Nakahiga pa rin ako pero nakapikit ang mga mata ko, nagkukunwari kasi akong tulog. Parang hindi tagalog ang sinasabi niya. Noong bata ako, lagi akong kinakausap ni nanay habang natutulog. Madalas sinasagot ko ang mga tanong niya kahit na tulog ako. Tapos kinabukasan no'n sasabihin niya sa'kin ang mga pinagsasasabi ko pero wala akong matandaan. Nasabi ko rin sa kanya na crush ko si Gel-gel habang natutulog! Nakakainis noon kasi daw nananaaginip ako na may kausap kaya tinanong ako ng tinanong. Ewan ko ba kung bakit nangyayari `yun. Parang nakahipnotismo ako nun dahil totoo ang mga sinasabi ko habang natutulog. Hindi ko alam kung ako lang ba ang ganito o pati ang ibang tao.